Reflection of the Sun Update

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Chapter 8 of my SOTUS the Series fan fiction, Reflection of the Sun, is now posted for those interested in reading it.

Reflection of the Sun
Chapter 8: Wants, Blames, & Airplanes


Not Alone, Ch 9 Posted

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Not Alone, Chapter 9: Crushed

I just posted a update for my Lovesick fanfiction about Per and Win’s relationship called Not Alone, Chapter 9: Crushed. For those interested, please go check it out and let me know what you think. Thanks!

*Lovesick and it’s characters are not mine. P’Hed wrote the original story but this fan fiction is based mostly off the television series.*title

I Miss You

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This is another fanfic I wrote for LoveSick, a Thai novel.  As always, LoveSick and its characters are not mine, only this little story is.  It’s told in Phun’s POV again and follows after Almost A Kiss and TornThe smex fic, The First, I wrote in The Gutter Files takes place after this fic.  I hope you enjoy this one and leave a comment.  Thanks!

I faintly hear a loud, annoying ringing in my ears that is dragging me back to consciousness. Reaching up, I give my alarm clock a loud smack but it persists and is making the pain in my head even worse. After batting at it a few times, I manage to grab it and throw it roughly across the room where it bangs against the wall and falls to the floor, hopefully dead. Unfortunately, now I’m awake but I wish I wasn’t. I’ve barely had any sleep in the last two nights, which makes me even less willing to face this day.

Today is Monday, a day I have been dreading all weekend. A day that I have been longing for and I hate myself for it. Sunday was long, horribly long, and lonely. The night was worse as I lay in my bed, wide awake. No matter which way I turned or how I adjusted the temperature, I just couldn’t get comfortable. Read the rest of this entry »


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This is another short LoveSick fanfic.  A follow-up to Almost A Kiss.  It was requested by a few readers that I continue writing these.  Since I am still inspired by the mind of Phun, I wrote another from his perspective.  While it is not necessary for you to have read P’Hed’s novel, I do recommend that you at least read Almost A Kiss first. 

As before, LoveSick and its characters were created by our dear P’Hed.  Only the this little story is mine.  ~Jae Mi 

How do I face him? How do I explain myself? What do I say? What can I say? I have no idea. I don’t know what happened in his room in that moment. I’m not sure what it is that I felt or why I felt that way. All I know is that I wanted to kiss Noh. I wanted to kiss him and I wanted him to kiss me back. I had never wanted anything so much.

Riding behind Noh on the motorcycle isn’t helping me sort out my thoughts. There isn’t much room on the seat so I can’t help but press up against him. (Why do these fucking seats have to be so small?) I can feel the heat radiating off of him, warming my cold skin as I hold on to his sides. It makes me want to snuggle into his back and wrap my arms firmly around him, like we did as we slept last night. I tense up trying to resist that temptation. Read the rest of this entry »

Almost A Kiss

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This is a short fanfiction I wrote for the Thai novel LoveSick.  You don’t actually have to read the novel in order to understand and enjoy this short story.  All credit for LoveSick and the characters of Phun and Noh go to their wonderful creator P’Hed.  Only this little story is mine and it is told in first person from Phun’s perspective.  I hope you enjoy reading it and leave a comment or push the like button.  Thanks!  ~Jae Mi

It was a moment I hadn’t expected or really even thought could possibly happen. The moment when I realized that I saw Noh as more than just a friend, even more than a best friend. The moment when I looked into his eyes and couldn’t look away. I could feel each heart beat in my chest as my senses were filled by him. The clean smell of his soap. The sound of his breathing. The feel of his smooth skin under my fingertips as I wiped his face with the napkin. In that moment, there was only him in my life and I knew.

I have always thought Noh was cute. With his clear pale skin, laughing eyes, and a smile that can light up the whole school, there is no other way to describe him. I often found myself smiling just from catching a glimpse of his animated face. Read the rest of this entry »

I’ll Be Fine

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Heaven is a little too late
Hell came a lot too soon
Give me back my heartbreak
Fly me to the moon
Take me far away
Where I have no fears
Throw away my pain
And wipe away my tears
I need a new life to live
A new heart to beat
Another place and time
To kick up my feet
Better than I used to be
I’ll be more than fine
I’m gonna be wonderful
It’s just a matter of time

~Jae Mi